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I have a major tan, sun has been hitting hard, I bought my own SPF 30 sunscreen. We were getting back from from our area we have been around lots of VIP, especially with the Afghan police. Been seeing lot of duststorm lately. I have to workout been so lazy. I need some major motivation, the only motivation i have is my R&R to Ireland.


I need to set up my financial future. Where I will live is a very important decisions because it will involve of my love ones. My failure in my past are not important and should never be factor for my future.




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